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(distant shooting)

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[Rachel,
There is no greater evil than

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[Rachel, VO] devil in one's body.

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[Rachel,
That is why I am writing to you in such a way

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[Rachel, VO] unruly behavior.

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[Rachel, VO] I was alone last night

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[Rachel, VO] begged you to take me in.

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[Rachel, VO] I was begging you to post yours

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[Rachel, VO] lips on my chest

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(sigh)

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[Rachel, VO] Being the boy you are

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[Rachel, VO] we may have solved this once.

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[Rachel,
And yet, you are hundreds of kilometers away.

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[Rachel, VO] I need you to know

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[Rachel, VO] that it's nothing personal.

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[Rachel, VO] No matter what happened

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[Rachel, VO] happened between us.

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[Rachel, VO] Desire is unholy.

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(gunshots)

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[Rachel, voiceover] Do you forgive me?

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(gloomy music)

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(screams)

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(music)

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[Rachel, voiceover] You never ask

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[Rachel, VO] about my contribution.

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[Rachel, VO] I'm guessing you don't approve.

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[Rachel, VO] I now live in

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[Rachel, VO] home is only mine.

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[Rachel, VO] Although it belongs

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[Rachel, VO] the family I work for.

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[Rachel,
But it feels more like mine than

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[Rachel, VO] our house used to do that.

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[Rachel, VO] To think I loved pink.

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[Rachel,
He destroyed my identity

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[Rachel, VO] the same way he does

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[Rachel, VO] was scratching my skin.

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[Rachel, VO] I felt free and liberated.

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[Rachel, VO] I was his canvas,

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[Rachel, VO] is waiting for her color

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[Rachel, VO] to penetrate my pores.

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[Rachel, VO] Sometimes his behavior is

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[Rachel, voice] uncomfortably familiar.

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[Rachel, VO] Close to home.

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[Rachel, VO] There's a naivety about him though

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[Rachel, VO] actions that are felt

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[Rachel, voiceover] far less manipulative.

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(hit)

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(sighs)

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[Rachel,
VO] Think about what you are fighting for

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[Rachel, VO] our country while I

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[Rachel, VO] chooses furniture.

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[Rachel,
What a cruel world we live in now.

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[Rachel, VO] Much of what I say could be

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[Rachel, VO] is considered unreliable.

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[Rachel,
It's not that I don't love you.

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[Rachel, voiceover] Yes.

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[Rachel, voiceover] But love is complicated.

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[Rachel,
I am aware that until now

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[Rachel,
I haven't given you much context.

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[Rachel, VO] I assure you that in

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[Rachel, VO] the time to come.

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[Rachel,
VO] I personally am not sure yet

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[Rachel, VO] how,
what or why in my situation.

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[Rachel, VO] At first he was like a shadow.

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[Rachel, VO] Thin.

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[Rachel, VO] Soft, leathery.

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[Rachel, VO] Almost transparent.

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I'm sorry.

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I didn't expect it

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someone like you.

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Someone like me?

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[Rachel, VO] I wasn't sure who this shadow was

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[Rachel, VO] belonged, because he was direct.

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Berries?

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[Rachel, VO] Cheeky.

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[Rachel, VO] And he did his best

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[Rachel, VO] act like a man.

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[Rachel] Looking for Mr. Richardson?

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[Flynn] Mr. Richardson was my father.

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[Flynn] He went to fight.

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I guess that makes you human

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then the house.

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Do I give that impression?

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[Rachel, VO] That reminded me of you.

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[Rachel,
[VO] Although at first I was sure that he was

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[Rachel, VO] embarrassed by his remarks.

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[Flynn] I'm afraid my mother has no taste.

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[Rachel,
He charmed me with his naivety.

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[Rachel] Charming.

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[Flynn] I doubt a woman like you

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[Flynn] surrounds himself with sophistication

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[Flynn] with the color pink.

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[Rachel] I don't know who you think I am.

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[Rachel,
[VO] Looks like he thought it was

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[Rachel, VO] man, you had to be in control.

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[Rachel,
VO] The possibility that this trait

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[Rachel, VO] wasn't locked in yet, that's what

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[Rachel, VO] encouraged me to please him.

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Where is your mother?

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[Flynn] We're all staying
with my grandparents

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[Flynn] for now.

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What, since my father is away?

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[Rachel] I imagine that's very difficult.

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I never depended on him.

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I never depended on him.

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[Rachel,
VO] Besides thanking his mother for

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[Rachel, VO] hospitality,
I felt called to

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[Rachel, VO] shares a message of support.

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[Rachel,
But he declared that he would not

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[Rachel, VO] benefit to either party and in

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[Rachel, VO] retrospective,
he's probably right.

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God be with him.

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[Rachel,
I felt his need to touch me.

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[Rachel, VO] That scared me.

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[Rachel,
But he also asked me

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[Rachel,
What an influence I could have had on the boy

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[Rachel,
VO] which is not yet fully charged

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[Rachel, VO] social expectations.

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[Rachel, VO] Anyway, I did

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[Rachel, VO] delivers the message.

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[engine room]

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[Rachel, VO] God be with you, husband.

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[machine gun fire]

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[Rachel, VO] Always.

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(music ends)

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(chirping birds)

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(sheep meow)

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[Flynn] You're late.

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[Rachel] I'd say I'm early.

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[Flynn] Maybe I'm impatient.

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Have you ever done this job before?

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[Rachel] No.

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But I am thoroughly trained.

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Well, as long as you're ready for it

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reach your hands

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dirty, you'll be fine.

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I can assure you that I have no doubts.

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I didn't catch it

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your name yesterday.

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It's Flynn.

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[Flynn] Have you ever been to

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Baltonsborough before?

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No, this is my first time.

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Can I take you somewhere?

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I'm afraid I'm on the clock.

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But you work for me.

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I work for your father.

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Who could be dead?

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Please.

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[Flynn] You won't regret it.

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Quick, then.

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Nowhere far.

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(water splash)

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[Flynn] I noticed a ring on your finger.

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[Flynn] What does he think of all this?

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[Rachel] He hasn't revealed his opinion yet.

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[Rachel] I guess he doesn't like it.

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[Rachel] But I think his anger was directed

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[Rachel] more because of her own resentment

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[Rachel] but the fact that I wear

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[Rachel] does people work.

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[Flynn] Is that what you think?

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[Rachel] I think I answered that

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[Rachel] the question by what it is

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[Rachel] here in the first place.

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(water splash)

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[Flynn] You're not what I expected?

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[Rachel] In what way?

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[Flynn] I don't know.

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[Flynn] I guess she's the only girl I've ever been

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What [Flynn] was really around was my sister.

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[Flynn] So it's hard to say.

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I'm getting closer to it

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your mother's age.

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You have mine though

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sister's complexion.

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Why did you bring me here?

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The world is at war.

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I wanted you to see that it exists

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beauty all around us, even now.

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Is that what you see?

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[Flynn] Sometimes.

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Other times I see something that

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it no longer exists.

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My father is me and mine

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sister is here all the time.

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He would search for stones for hours.

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He was saying that...

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Everything is in

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wrist twitch.

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My sister would wince every time

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every time he did it.

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He eventually caught one

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we all stop laughing.

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[Rachel] I'm so sorry.

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I don't know why I told you that.

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Because you are angry with yourself

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because you miss him.

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[Flynn] I shouldn't have brought you here.

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[Flynn] That was a mistake.

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[Rachel] I don't think that's true.

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How could you know what I feel?

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(water splash)

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(sighs)

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(water splash)

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(ugh)

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(Flynn laughs)

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(gentle guitar music)

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[Rachel] Oh no

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[Rachel] Okay, show me

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[Rachel, VO] More than anything,

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[Rachel, VO] surprised me.

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[Rachel, VO] He was so in tune

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[Rachel, VO] with her emotions,

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[Rachel,
which was unlike any man I've ever been

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[Rachel, VO] that I have met so far in my life.

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[Rachel, VO] Yet in many ways,

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[Rachel, VO] this wasn't human, was it?

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[Rachel,
I started to worry that he saw me as

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[Rachel, VO] version of his mother,

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[Rachel,
[VO] which was a feeling I had never had before

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[Rachel, VO] ready to face.

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[Rachel,
[VO] It was clear that it was not complete

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[Rachel, VO] I know how to treat a woman,

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[Rachel, VO] and used his adolescence to

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[Rachel, VO] forgive him for his behavior.

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[Rachel, VO] His apparent strength,

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[Rachel, VO] his need to get dirty,

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[Rachel, VO] never was

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[Rachel,
something I felt the need to tame.

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[Rachel,
Sometimes I thought he had no idea

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[Rachel, VO] what he was doing.

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[Rachel, VO] The second time it seemed

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[Rachel, VO] much more calculated.

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[Rachel,
I believe he was trying to show me

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[Rachel, VO] that this was

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[Rachel, VO] really a man's job.

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[Rachel, voice] But I didn't allow it

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[Rachel, VO] distracted me from my task.

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You proved your point.

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So you admit that he doubted me.

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You should never doubt

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experience.

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(deep breaths)

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(excited moan)

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(distant gunfire and sounds of war)

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(excited moan)

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(distant sounds of war)

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(excited moan)

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(distant sounds of war)

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(excited moan)

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(knock)

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(sigh)

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(water splash)

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(slow breathing)

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(curtains open)

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(the door opens)

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Flynn

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What are you doing here?

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(sigh) You're cold.

261
00:12:48,398 --> 00:12:49,878
[Flynn] I have a question for you.

262
00:12:50,477 --> 00:12:51,637
Can't you wait until morning?

263
00:12:53,477 --> 00:12:54,837
[Flynn] If that's what you prefer?

264
00:12:58,919 --> 00:13:01,156
At least come and warm up next to it

265
00:13:01,158 --> 00:13:02,158
light a fire before you go.

266
00:13:04,359 --> 00:13:06,040
Only if you are sure.

267
00:13:08,680 --> 00:13:11,560
(dog barking in the distance)

268
00:13:16,640 --> 00:13:17,881
I should get dressed.

269
00:13:18,001 --> 00:13:18,601
You don't have to worry.

270
00:13:18,841 --> 00:13:19,957
[Rachel] It will only take a moment.

271
00:13:20,000 --> 00:13:21,000
Sit down.

272
00:13:21,761 --> 00:13:23,041
It's cold.

273
00:13:24,481 --> 00:13:27,362
(burning fireplace in the background)

274
00:13:38,683 --> 00:13:40,843
What did you want to ask me?

275
00:13:41,482 --> 00:13:43,563
It's nothing.

276
00:13:45,323 --> 00:13:46,564
It couldn't be anything.

277
00:13:47,723 --> 00:13:48,201
True, there

278
00:13:48,203 --> 00:13:49,203
it was never a question.

279
00:13:50,003 --> 00:13:51,404
And what are you doing here?

280
00:13:55,245 --> 00:13:56,245
I wanted to see you.

281
00:13:58,805 --> 00:14:00,405
Don't you have a girlfriend?

282
00:14:01,125 --> 00:14:01,483
It could be

283
00:14:01,485 --> 00:14:02,323
you spend time with me

284
00:14:02,325 --> 00:14:03,325
Don't you have a husband?

285
00:14:06,286 --> 00:14:07,283
I should go upstairs.

286
00:14:07,285 --> 00:14:08,526
After all, this is your home.

287
00:14:17,047 --> 00:14:18,247
Don't you miss your home?

288
00:14:21,407 --> 00:14:23,366
There is nothing to miss.

289
00:14:24,887 --> 00:14:25,887
No children?

290
00:14:30,848 --> 00:14:32,208
I can't get pregnant.

291
00:14:38,608 --> 00:14:39,608
[Rachel] It's okay.

292
00:14:40,569 --> 00:14:41,006
[Rachel] I don't expect to

293
00:14:41,008 --> 00:14:42,168
[Rachel] to say anything.

294
00:14:44,128 --> 00:14:45,128
My husband...

295
00:14:46,570 --> 00:14:47,288
blame me for

296
00:14:47,290 --> 00:14:48,569
the downfall of our marriage.

297
00:14:52,930 --> 00:14:54,610
And even when I imagine myself...

298
00:14:56,010 --> 00:14:57,291
pregnant or with child...

299
00:14:59,531 --> 00:15:01,171
[Rachel] I don't see a different outcome.

300
00:15:05,051 --> 00:15:06,051
It's easier for men...

301
00:15:06,972 --> 00:15:08,131
blame the imperfect woman.

302
00:15:10,572 --> 00:15:11,572
In my opinion,

303
00:15:12,372 --> 00:15:13,732
imperfections do not make us human.

304
00:15:16,133 --> 00:15:17,133
Is that so?

305
00:15:18,013 --> 00:15:19,013
Why did you do that?

306
00:15:19,613 --> 00:15:20,333
What?

307
00:15:20,533 --> 00:15:22,493
Trade my age for ignorance.

308
00:15:24,452 --> 00:15:25,494
That's not quite it...

309
00:15:26,094 --> 00:15:27,094
So what is that?

310
00:15:28,574 --> 00:15:29,731
I'm already here

311
00:15:29,733 --> 00:15:31,413
much longer than you have.

312
00:15:33,254 --> 00:15:34,254
I know every game...

313
00:15:35,095 --> 00:15:35,813
every trick of yours

314
00:15:35,815 --> 00:15:36,613
they are trying to play with me...

315
00:15:36,615 --> 00:15:37,174
Yet you still engage.

316
00:15:37,495 --> 00:15:38,053
You still though

317
00:15:38,055 --> 00:15:39,055
plead not guilty.

318
00:15:41,494 --> 00:15:42,212
Only while it is

319
00:15:42,214 --> 00:15:43,214
lead you to catch me.

320
00:15:45,695 --> 00:15:46,893
Is that the moment you will finally understand

321
00:15:46,895 --> 00:15:47,896
Tired of this charade?

322
00:15:48,376 --> 00:15:49,055
Why?

323
00:15:49,415 --> 00:15:49,854
Are you ready to

324
00:15:49,856 --> 00:15:50,856
are you entertaining me until then?

325
00:15:53,096 --> 00:15:54,096
I wonder...

326
00:15:54,856 --> 00:15:55,856
at what time?

327
00:15:57,377 --> 00:15:58,377
This man...

328
00:16:01,257 --> 00:16:04,217
it goes back to boyhood.

329
00:16:08,218 --> 00:16:08,977
(the door opens)

330
00:16:09,258 --> 00:16:10,858
(running steps)

331
00:16:11,098 --> 00:16:12,298
(dog barking in the distance)

332
00:16:16,859 --> 00:16:18,379
(Rachel hums)

333
00:16:20,819 --> 00:16:21,818
[Rachel, VO] I received your first letter.

334
00:16:21,859 --> 00:16:24,377
[Rachel, VO] Your timing is, like

335
00:16:24,379 --> 00:16:25,820
[Rachel, voiceover] always, flawlessly.

336
00:16:27,579 --> 00:16:28,458
[Rachel, voiceover] But

337
00:16:28,460 --> 00:16:30,100
[Rachel, VO] The conversation seemed refined.

338
00:16:33,339 --> 00:16:34,699
[Rachel, VO] You talk about death...

339
00:16:35,140 --> 00:16:36,580
[Rachel, VO] as I talk about life.

340
00:16:39,100 --> 00:16:40,981
[Rachel,
VO] I envy your conclusions.

341
00:16:44,221 --> 00:16:45,901
[Rachel, VO] What is this that I am performing?

342
00:16:46,781 --> 00:16:49,539
[Rachel, VO] I'm not sure if I am

343
00:16:49,541 --> 00:16:50,781
[Rachel, VO] is looking for companionship...

344
00:16:51,821 --> 00:16:52,821
[Rachel, VO] lust...

345
00:16:53,182 --> 00:16:54,262
[Rachel, VO] or confirmation.

346
00:16:56,063 --> 00:16:57,340
[Rachel, VO] In God's eyes, lines have

347
00:16:57,342 --> 00:16:58,702
[Rachel, VO] has already moved on.

348
00:16:59,583 --> 00:17:01,223
[Rachel, VO] But I don't feel guilty yet.

349
00:17:03,942 --> 00:17:05,141
[Rachel, VO] I wonder if he should

350
00:17:05,143 --> 00:17:06,142
[Rachel, VO] tap to do it

351
00:17:06,144 --> 00:17:07,664
[Rachel, VO] the feeling came true.

352
00:17:10,063 --> 00:17:11,861
[Rachel,
I haven't heard from him from many people

353
00:17:11,863 --> 00:17:13,263
[Rachel, VO] days after that night.

354
00:17:14,623 --> 00:17:15,503
[Rachel, VO] I wasn't sure if I

355
00:17:15,505 --> 00:17:17,025
[Rachel, VO] will never see him again.

356
00:17:18,344 --> 00:17:19,943
[Rachel, VO] Unfortunately,
I started looking

357
00:17:19,945 --> 00:17:21,585
[Rachel, VO] there are good sides to everything.

358
00:17:24,025 --> 00:17:25,705
[Rachel, VO] Damn your influence on my soul.

359
00:17:29,025 --> 00:17:30,025
[Husband] One day...

360
00:17:30,825 --> 00:17:32,023
[Husband] you will be thankful that you are

361
00:17:32,025 --> 00:17:33,785
[Husband] stopped
you are making a fool of yourself.

362
00:17:43,867 --> 00:17:45,027
(click)

363
00:17:46,348 --> 00:17:47,348
(boom)

364
00:17:47,507 --> 00:17:48,507
(boom)

365
00:17:48,788 --> 00:17:49,427
(boom)

366
00:17:49,787 --> 00:17:50,787
(boom)

367
00:17:50,867 --> 00:17:51,508
(boom)

368
00:17:51,908 --> 00:17:52,547
(boom)

369
00:17:52,828 --> 00:17:53,828
(boom)

370
00:17:54,188 --> 00:17:54,827
(boom)

371
00:17:55,229 --> 00:17:56,229
(boom)

372
00:17:56,429 --> 00:17:57,429
(boom)

373
00:17:58,068 --> 00:17:58,947
[Rachel, VO] Although I know that

374
00:17:58,949 --> 00:18:00,309
[Rachel, VO] can cause you pain,

375
00:18:00,749 --> 00:18:01,947
[Rachel, VO] I think it will

376
00:18:01,949 --> 00:18:03,269
[Rachel, voiceover] will help you understand.

377
00:18:04,548 --> 00:18:07,028
[Rachel, voiceover] Remember,
how about both

378
00:18:07,030 --> 00:18:08,230
[Rachel, voiceover] Get out of this,

379
00:18:08,989 --> 00:18:10,909
[Rachel, voiceover] you will always be a hero.

380
00:18:13,950 --> 00:18:14,950
[Flynn, VO] Dear Rachel,

381
00:18:16,790 --> 00:18:18,389
[Flynn, VO] in your absence I took over

382
00:18:18,391 --> 00:18:19,349
[Flynn, VO] on me to change

383
00:18:19,351 --> 00:18:20,268
[Flynn, VO] house layout

384
00:18:20,270 --> 00:18:21,790
[Flynn, VO] and to sort out your wardrobe.

385
00:18:24,431 --> 00:18:26,950
[Flynn,
VO] Know that I could not

386
00:18:26,952 --> 00:18:27,550
[Flynn, VO] to face

387
00:18:27,552 --> 00:18:28,669
[Flynn, VO] fireside option

388
00:18:28,671 --> 00:18:31,270
[Flynn,
VO] because I was unable to face the

389
00:18:31,272 --> 00:18:32,672
[Flynn, VO] knowing my past.

390
00:18:35,031 --> 00:18:37,031
[Flynn, VO] Now I believe that if

391
00:18:37,033 --> 00:18:38,109
[Flynn, VO] You will work here,

392
00:18:38,152 --> 00:18:39,630
[Flynn, VO] this should be your home,

393
00:18:39,673 --> 00:18:41,150
[Flynn,
VO] and should leave no traces

394
00:18:41,152 --> 00:18:43,513
[Flynn, VO] my mother or my sister

395
00:18:44,872 --> 00:18:46,032
[Flynn, VO] or someone who

396
00:18:46,034 --> 00:18:47,753
[Flynn, VO] may no longer exist.

397
00:18:50,633 --> 00:18:52,112
[Flynn, VO] Although I am far from

398
00:18:52,114 --> 00:18:53,434
[Flynn, VO] the boy I used to be,

399
00:18:53,954 --> 00:18:55,633
[Flynn, VO] I understand that I am also far away

400
00:18:55,635 --> 00:18:57,315
[Flynn, VO] from the man I will become.

401
00:18:58,314 --> 00:19:01,033
[Flynn, VO] Despite this,
I believe we share

402
00:19:01,035 --> 00:19:02,155
[Flynn, VO] that similarity.

403
00:19:04,914 --> 00:19:06,955
[Flynn,
Comfort does not come from within,

404
00:19:07,315 --> 00:19:08,753
[Flynn, VO] but since the invention

405
00:19:08,755 --> 00:19:10,235
[Flynn, VO] refuge in the unknown.

406
00:19:13,315 --> 00:19:14,875
[Flynn, VO] I am in the power of a magnet.

407
00:19:41,518 --> 00:19:42,958
(slight laughter)

408
00:19:45,599 --> 00:19:47,120
Your silence is killing me.

409
00:19:48,880 --> 00:19:50,560
I didn't expect you.

410
00:19:52,280 --> 00:19:53,680
I assume you received my letter.

411
00:20:01,361 --> 00:20:02,361
It smells wonderful.

412
00:20:04,121 --> 00:20:05,122
My mother's recipe.

413
00:20:05,602 --> 00:20:06,961
(laughter)

414
00:20:07,842 --> 00:20:08,722
[Flynn] What's going on?

415
00:20:08,802 --> 00:20:10,162
(laughs), nothing

416
00:20:11,281 --> 00:20:12,802
I'm just... I'm surprised.

417
00:20:13,402 --> 00:20:14,922
Well, haven't you tried it yet?

418
00:20:22,682 --> 00:20:25,563
hmmm

419
00:20:28,563 --> 00:20:31,364
I didn't expect to see you.

420
00:20:33,363 --> 00:20:35,443
Well, I guess I thought you might

421
00:20:35,445 --> 00:20:36,445
they wanted some company.

422
00:20:37,165 --> 00:20:39,964
If this is really my home,

423
00:20:41,725 --> 00:20:42,803
you probably should have asked

424
00:20:42,805 --> 00:20:44,685
before you came to cook me dinner.

425
00:20:45,686 --> 00:20:46,083
Would that be

426
00:20:46,085 --> 00:20:47,085
changed the outcome?

427
00:20:47,165 --> 00:20:48,165
That.

428
00:20:48,725 --> 00:20:49,524
Because I wouldn't expect it

429
00:20:49,526 --> 00:20:50,526
You could do it.

430
00:20:50,686 --> 00:20:52,805
(laughs)

431
00:20:56,406 --> 00:20:57,486
I'm going to freshen up.

432
00:20:58,686 --> 00:20:59,725
Would you like me to be

433
00:20:59,727 --> 00:21:00,927
here when you come back?

434
00:21:03,246 --> 00:21:03,925
The first man who is

435
00:21:03,927 --> 00:21:04,927
he ever cooked me dinner.

436
00:21:05,968 --> 00:21:07,368
I might as well enjoy it.

437
00:21:14,527 --> 00:21:17,408
(water splash)

438
00:21:23,648 --> 00:21:26,450
(sighs)

439
00:21:46,331 --> 00:21:47,531
You look beautiful.

440
00:21:49,811 --> 00:21:50,811
Why are you doing this?

441
00:21:52,172 --> 00:21:53,172
What do you think?

442
00:21:54,052 --> 00:21:55,413
Dinner. Dress.

443
00:21:56,292 --> 00:21:57,171
Well, I wasn't

444
00:21:57,173 --> 00:21:58,173
He would definitely wear it.

445
00:21:58,253 --> 00:21:59,253
Answer the question.

446
00:22:01,692 --> 00:22:02,772
You wonder if I'm ready.

447
00:22:04,053 --> 00:22:05,614
I wonder if I am capable.

448
00:22:07,453 --> 00:22:08,573
I hope this answers both.

449
00:22:09,013 --> 00:22:10,012
Is there anything I have

450
00:22:10,014 --> 00:22:11,293
said he talked you into this?

451
00:22:11,653 --> 00:22:13,652
Not. But your words

452
00:22:13,654 --> 00:22:14,654
they motivated me.

453
00:22:17,774 --> 00:22:18,774
Flynn...

454
00:22:19,375 --> 00:22:19,973
I don't want to say

455
00:22:19,975 --> 00:22:21,295
this but i think...

456
00:22:38,536 --> 00:22:39,536
You have to go...

457
00:22:41,416 --> 00:22:42,416
and never come back.

458
00:22:44,257 --> 00:22:45,257
I don't understand.

459
00:22:45,898 --> 00:22:46,898
You're just a boy.

460
00:22:47,098 --> 00:22:48,218
(distant train)

461
00:22:48,658 --> 00:22:50,018
Can't you understand then?

462
00:22:50,777 --> 00:22:51,975
Then I don't understand why you are

463
00:22:51,977 --> 00:22:53,098
so mad at me

464
00:22:53,738 --> 00:22:54,576
I'm upset because

465
00:22:54,578 --> 00:22:56,058
I'm too old for you.

466
00:22:56,819 --> 00:22:57,459
It doesn't matter.

467
00:22:57,779 --> 00:23:05,779
(approaching train intensifies)

468
00:23:14,659 --> 00:23:18,980
(train whistle)

469
00:23:21,380 --> 00:23:22,380
I should go.

470
00:23:27,542 --> 00:23:29,502
At least stay for dinner.

471
00:23:31,982 --> 00:23:33,021
[Flynn] I don't know.

472
00:23:33,261 --> 00:23:34,261
Please.

473
00:23:35,422 --> 00:23:36,662
You put in all this effort.

474
00:23:38,623 --> 00:23:41,503
(guitar music)

475
00:23:45,103 --> 00:23:48,104
[Rachel, VO] Even though I knew it was wrong,

476
00:23:48,304 --> 00:23:50,903
[Rachel, VO] I was not willing to let go.

477
00:23:51,503 --> 00:23:53,342
[Rachel, VO] I knew that one day

478
00:23:53,344 --> 00:23:54,824
[Rachel, VO] he would outgrow my size.

479
00:23:55,385 --> 00:23:56,983
[Rachel,
But I believed he was at least

480
00:23:56,985 --> 00:23:58,745
[Rachel,
he deserved to keep his dignity.

481
00:23:59,825 --> 00:24:00,862
[Rachel, VO] Even if I was ready

482
00:24:00,864 --> 00:24:02,344
[Rachel, VO] get mine off.

483
00:24:04,785 --> 00:24:07,906
(slurred babbling)

484
00:24:09,186 --> 00:24:12,066
(music)

485
00:24:34,068 --> 00:24:35,906
[Rachel, VO] Despite my actions,
I didn't want to

486
00:24:35,908 --> 00:24:37,508
[Rachel, VO] force me to look my age.

487
00:24:38,188 --> 00:24:40,147
[Rachel,
But his kiss was becoming more and more familiar

488
00:24:40,149 --> 00:24:42,109
[Rachel, VO] the longer I tasted it.

489
00:24:42,949 --> 00:24:43,987
[Rachel, VO] Can I really deprive

490
00:24:43,989 --> 00:24:45,429
[Rachel, VO] yourself about it forever?

491
00:24:48,190 --> 00:24:49,788
[Rachel, VO] If you were in my shoes,
would

492
00:24:49,790 --> 00:24:51,110
[Rachel, VO] even hesitated?

493
00:24:52,630 --> 00:24:53,907
[Rachel,
Two wrongs do not make one right, but

494
00:24:53,909 --> 00:24:54,949
[Rachel, VO] they would u

495
00:24:55,470 --> 00:24:56,830
[Rachel, VO] at least make us equal.

496
00:24:59,310 --> 00:25:00,949
[Rachel,
I was desperate for excuses

497
00:25:00,951 --> 00:25:02,111
[Rachel, VO] in my behavior.

498
00:25:03,150 --> 00:25:03,831
[Rachel, VO] Maybe I'm depressed.

499
00:25:04,110 --> 00:25:05,992
[Rachel, VO] Maybe I was that all along.

500
00:25:07,512 --> 00:25:09,749
[Rachel,
I have never smiled so much

501
00:25:09,751 --> 00:25:11,352
[Rachel, VO] I felt pain in my cheeks.

502
00:25:12,631 --> 00:25:13,829
[Rachel, VO] It's like my body

503
00:25:13,831 --> 00:25:15,512
[Rachel, VO] lost all her weight.

504
00:25:16,993 --> 00:25:18,990
[Rachel,
I walked the streets slowly

505
00:25:18,992 --> 00:25:20,192
[Rachel, VO] like in my dreams.

506
00:25:22,592 --> 00:25:23,752
[Flynn] Will I see you again?

507
00:25:24,872 --> 00:25:26,152
[Rachel] You probably shouldn't.

508
00:25:32,954 --> 00:25:36,115
[Rachel] You didn't say goodbye.

509
00:25:37,315 --> 00:25:38,315
[Finn] Exactly.

510
00:25:39,355 --> 00:25:39,752
[Rachel, VO] All this was begging

511
00:25:39,754 --> 00:25:41,074
[Rachel, VO] just one question.

512
00:25:42,874 --> 00:25:43,873
[Rachel, VO] I always have

513
00:25:43,875 --> 00:25:45,235
[Rachel, VO] I was honest with you.

514
00:25:46,156 --> 00:25:46,994
[Rachel, VO] But when you

515
00:25:46,996 --> 00:25:48,316
[Rachel, VO] was honest with me?

516
00:25:53,435 --> 00:25:54,435
[Rachel] Charles.

517
00:25:55,917 --> 00:25:56,917
[Rachel] Have you been?

518
00:26:09,838 --> 00:26:11,077
I was waiting for you.

519
00:26:37,120 --> 00:26:38,361
Hmm

520
00:26:40,240 --> 00:26:41,841
Oh, your face is wet

521
00:26:41,881 --> 00:26:43,281
(sigh)

522
00:26:43,441 --> 00:26:44,560
Stop.

523
00:26:52,001 --> 00:26:54,281
[Rachel] Go dry off, okay?

524
00:27:00,282 --> 00:27:01,362
Darling

525
00:27:02,483 --> 00:27:03,603
You'll catch a cold.

526
00:27:15,124 --> 00:27:16,885
[Rachel] Do you want me to help you?

527
00:27:28,166 --> 00:27:29,726
[Rachel] Get up.

528
00:28:06,850 --> 00:28:07,850
are you ok

529
00:28:19,651 --> 00:28:21,491
[Rachel] You shouldn't be here.

530
00:28:21,691 --> 00:28:22,449
[Flynn] I know I do

531
00:28:22,451 --> 00:28:23,570
[Rachel] Shh

532
00:28:24,811 --> 00:28:27,692
(Flynn breathes heavily)

533
00:29:01,374 --> 00:29:02,375
You look tired.

534
00:29:07,176 --> 00:29:08,215
I am tired.

535
00:29:09,576 --> 00:29:11,014
[Flynn] Do you want me to

536
00:29:11,016 --> 00:29:12,096
[Flynn] Turn off the light?

537
00:29:14,496 --> 00:29:15,496
[Rachel] No.

538
00:29:17,177 --> 00:29:18,177
Not.

539
00:29:25,538 --> 00:29:26,978
I have to keep an eye on you.

540
00:29:29,097 --> 00:29:30,378
I didn't mean to scare you.

541
00:29:32,258 --> 00:29:33,258
I hope that's true.

542
00:29:45,940 --> 00:29:48,820
(chirping birds)

543
00:29:53,099 --> 00:29:54,099
Hmm.

544
00:30:00,741 --> 00:30:01,821
(knock)

545
00:30:02,741 --> 00:30:03,780
Who is that?

546
00:30:05,182 --> 00:30:06,182
It's okay.

547
00:30:07,342 --> 00:30:08,342
Stay here.

548
00:30:13,501 --> 00:30:16,382
(chirping birds)

549
00:30:26,984 --> 00:30:28,064
Is everything okay?

550
00:30:30,584 --> 00:30:32,144
[Rachel] It's a letter from my husband.

551
00:30:49,786 --> 00:30:51,386
Are you sure about this?

552
00:30:54,665 --> 00:30:55,665
That.

553
00:30:56,226 --> 00:30:57,226
I'm sure.

554
00:31:01,947 --> 00:31:02,947
Dear Rachel,

555
00:31:04,827 --> 00:31:05,465
I wrote to you

556
00:31:05,467 --> 00:31:06,588
several times lately,

557
00:31:08,068 --> 00:31:08,546
so maybe you too

558
00:31:08,548 --> 00:31:09,548
get them all at once.

559
00:31:11,827 --> 00:31:12,827
Our work was tiring.

560
00:31:13,987 --> 00:31:15,229
The air was icy cold.

561
00:31:16,628 --> 00:31:17,629
But for you,

562
00:31:18,709 --> 00:31:19,749
I remained resistant.

563
00:31:22,388 --> 00:31:24,749
While the war rages,

564
00:31:26,190 --> 00:31:27,427
I see that I have a chance to return

565
00:31:27,429 --> 00:31:30,669
you are getting quite thin.

566
00:31:34,830 --> 00:31:35,830
In the beginning,

567
00:31:36,831 --> 00:31:37,549
this was something that

568
00:31:37,551 --> 00:31:38,551
scared me terribly.

569
00:31:40,711 --> 00:31:41,711
In these conditions,

570
00:31:44,751 --> 00:31:45,870
you soon get used to it

571
00:31:45,872 --> 00:31:46,872
the possibility of death.

572
00:31:54,032 --> 00:31:55,992
Yours forever

573
00:31:56,592 --> 00:31:58,152
Charles.

574
00:32:01,953 --> 00:32:04,833
(piano music)

575
00:32:11,634 --> 00:32:14,514
(fire crackling)

576
00:32:16,154 --> 00:32:19,034
(heavy breathing)

577
00:32:28,236 --> 00:32:31,116
(whining)

578
00:32:51,278 --> 00:32:54,158
(music)

579
00:33:04,758 --> 00:33:06,079
[Rachel, VO] How are you feeling?

580
00:33:11,280 --> 00:33:12,880
[Flynn, VO] It's hard to put into words.

581
00:33:16,321 --> 00:33:18,239
[Rachel, voiceover] Would you tell me that you did

582
00:33:18,241 --> 00:33:20,201
[Rachel, VO] Did she ever regret this?

583
00:33:21,440 --> 00:33:23,079
[Flynn, VO] If there is a reality in which it

584
00:33:23,081 --> 00:33:26,121
[Flynn, VO] if it ever happens... then yes.

585
00:33:26,282 --> 00:33:28,322
(water splashing and laughter)

586
00:33:28,602 --> 00:33:31,442
[Rachel,
Do you think this is possible?

587
00:33:33,842 --> 00:33:35,403
[Flynn, VO] Why are you so worried?

588
00:33:36,802 --> 00:33:40,400
[Rachel,
I worry about everything that could

589
00:33:40,402 --> 00:33:42,043
[Rachel, VO] is considered an error.

590
00:33:45,563 --> 00:33:46,562
[Flynn, VO] Will you tell me if ever

591
00:33:46,564 --> 00:33:48,323
[Flynn, VO] regret?

592
00:33:48,803 --> 00:33:51,683
(music)

593
00:33:51,923 --> 00:33:54,044
[Rachel, VO] If there is reality,

594
00:33:54,923 --> 00:33:56,325
[Rachel, voiceover] then yes

595
00:33:58,485 --> 00:34:01,365
(heavy breathing)

596
00:34:14,526 --> 00:34:18,727
(whining intensifies)

597
00:34:20,366 --> 00:34:22,487
Is this okay?

598
00:34:24,806 --> 00:34:26,288
You can tell me, I don't mind.

599
00:34:27,248 --> 00:34:28,248
Are you sure?

600
00:34:30,288 --> 00:34:31,527
If you slow down a bit

601
00:34:32,487 --> 00:34:33,886
It could be better

602
00:34:33,888 --> 00:34:35,368
for both of us.

603
00:34:35,968 --> 00:34:36,968
All right.

604
00:34:38,488 --> 00:34:39,488
[Flynn] Like this?

605
00:34:44,049 --> 00:34:45,049
(exhales)

606
00:34:54,569 --> 00:34:57,450
(chirping birds)

607
00:35:08,212 --> 00:35:09,212
What is the problem?

608
00:35:11,932 --> 00:35:12,932
That's nothing.

609
00:35:13,411 --> 00:35:14,411
You could tell me.

610
00:35:17,293 --> 00:35:19,172
last night,

611
00:35:20,093 --> 00:35:21,533
it really felt like you were mine.

612
00:35:22,933 --> 00:35:24,011
But now all I can think

613
00:35:24,013 --> 00:35:25,013
it's your husband.

614
00:35:26,814 --> 00:35:27,414
(sigh)

615
00:35:27,813 --> 00:35:29,774
Please don't feel guilty, Flynn.

616
00:35:31,173 --> 00:35:32,731
This is my choice to make.

617
00:35:32,733 --> 00:35:33,733
[Flynn] This is not it.

618
00:35:35,295 --> 00:35:36,932
[Flynn] Only this is the first

619
00:35:36,934 --> 00:35:37,453
[Flynn] time I didn't

620
00:35:37,455 --> 00:35:38,655
[Flynn] wanted the war to end.

621
00:35:41,614 --> 00:35:42,773
You know you shouldn't

622
00:35:42,775 --> 00:35:44,014
say such things.

623
00:35:44,695 --> 00:35:45,534
[Flynn] I can't help it, but

624
00:35:45,536 --> 00:35:46,656
[Flynn] the way I feel.

625
00:35:49,616 --> 00:35:50,616
It's okay.

626
00:35:52,016 --> 00:35:53,016
I understand.

627
00:35:57,057 --> 00:35:57,975
I should be punished for what I said

628
00:35:57,977 --> 00:35:59,297
something like that, shouldn't it?

629
00:36:01,017 --> 00:36:02,856
And what good would that do?

630
00:36:07,138 --> 00:36:08,536
If this is the only one

631
00:36:08,538 --> 00:36:10,098
the time we have left

632
00:36:12,457 --> 00:36:13,657
Is that such a bad thing?

633
00:36:15,659 --> 00:36:16,659
What do you think?

634
00:36:20,579 --> 00:36:21,659
In 15 years.

635
00:36:24,499 --> 00:36:25,940
Your life is about to begin.

636
00:36:28,500 --> 00:36:29,257
She would just stay

637
00:36:29,259 --> 00:36:30,380
with me out of weakness.

638
00:36:32,460 --> 00:36:34,018
And I'd hate to see you sacrifice yourself

639
00:36:34,020 --> 00:36:35,461
your happiness for me.

640
00:36:36,421 --> 00:36:37,259
Why don't you believe

641
00:36:37,261 --> 00:36:38,380
that i want to be with you?

642
00:36:40,660 --> 00:36:43,058
Because the years between us

643
00:36:43,060 --> 00:36:45,862
it's not just the numbers, Flynn.

644
00:36:48,221 --> 00:36:48,620
They are a measure

645
00:36:48,622 --> 00:36:49,622
our differences.

646
00:36:53,141 --> 00:36:54,302
Why did you marry him?

647
00:36:56,783 --> 00:36:57,783
Because I loved him.

648
00:36:58,143 --> 00:36:58,540
That's not what

649
00:36:58,542 --> 00:36:59,542
you said yesterday.

650
00:37:01,583 --> 00:37:04,542
Well, love is complicated.

651
00:37:06,544 --> 00:37:07,544
Isn't that fair?

652
00:37:12,703 --> 00:37:15,584
(music)

653
00:37:22,424 --> 00:37:23,303
[Rachel, VO] Now I have received everything

654
00:37:23,305 --> 00:37:24,745
[Rachel, VO] of your recent letters.

655
00:37:25,665 --> 00:37:27,343
[Rachel, VO] I want to thank you

656
00:37:27,345 --> 00:37:28,945
[Rachel, VO] for holding me accountable.

657
00:37:29,385 --> 00:37:30,343
[Rachel, VO] That got me a long way

658
00:37:30,345 --> 00:37:31,865
[Rachel, VO] more aware of their actions,

659
00:37:32,025 --> 00:37:33,103
[Rachel, VO] and it worked

660
00:37:33,105 --> 00:37:34,502
[Rachel, VO] feels more like a choice.

661
00:37:34,545 --> 00:37:37,426
(music)

662
00:37:51,508 --> 00:37:52,746
[Rachel, VO] In the beginning,

663
00:37:52,748 --> 00:37:53,745
[Rachel, VO] I think I satisfied him

664
00:37:53,747 --> 00:37:54,626
[Rachel, VO] because I accepted

665
00:37:54,628 --> 00:37:56,229
[Rachel, VO] the fate of our marriage.

666
00:38:04,548 --> 00:38:05,788
[Rachel, VO] While in the beginning,
everything I was thinking about

667
00:38:05,790 --> 00:38:07,510
[Rachel, VO] was the day you came home.

668
00:38:11,389 --> 00:38:12,789
[Rachel, VO] As the months passed,

669
00:38:13,590 --> 00:38:14,987
[Rachel,
I was starting to believe you could

670
00:38:14,989 --> 00:38:16,149
[Rachel, VO] never comes home.

671
00:38:16,271 --> 00:38:19,151
(engine starts)

672
00:38:22,591 --> 00:38:26,190
[Rachel,
I was starting to believe you could

673
00:38:26,192 --> 00:38:27,352
[Rachel, VO] would be dead by now.

674
00:38:33,471 --> 00:38:35,510
[Rachel, VO] Looking back,
I think that's it

675
00:38:35,512 --> 00:38:36,551
[Rachel, VO] that sense of clarity

676
00:38:36,553 --> 00:38:37,993
[Rachel, VO] it blindsided me.

677
00:38:39,393 --> 00:38:41,831
[Rachel,
[VO] You must think I'm a whore, and

678
00:38:41,833 --> 00:38:43,113
[Rachel, VO] you might be right.

679
00:38:43,552 --> 00:38:44,552
[Rachel, VO] Maybe I am.

680
00:38:45,033 --> 00:38:47,751
[Rachel,
But what helps me sleep at night?

681
00:38:47,753 --> 00:38:48,471
[Rachel, VO] knows that

682
00:38:48,473 --> 00:38:49,913
[Rachel, VO] when this war is over,

683
00:38:50,674 --> 00:38:52,673
[Rachel,
I will face my reality.

684
00:38:54,994 --> 00:38:55,953
[Rachel, VO] In many ways, I am

685
00:38:55,955 --> 00:38:57,195
[Rachel, VO] is already dealing with it.

686
00:38:58,115 --> 00:38:59,152
[Rachel, VO] It didn't take long

687
00:38:59,154 --> 00:39:00,311
[Rachel, VO] the rumors begin.

688
00:39:00,354 --> 00:39:01,113
Have you heard of

689
00:39:01,115 --> 00:39:02,394
little farmer's boy?

690
00:39:03,035 --> 00:39:04,033
I heard they make

691
00:39:04,035 --> 00:39:05,316
butter your tails.

692
00:39:05,676 --> 00:39:07,034
It brings nothing but shame

693
00:39:07,036 --> 00:39:08,196
to our city, I tell you.

694
00:39:08,995 --> 00:39:09,156
Shame.

695
00:39:09,636 --> 00:39:10,636
Is she married?

696
00:39:10,915 --> 00:39:12,475
Don't be silly.

697
00:39:12,916 --> 00:39:14,395
Well, is she?

698
00:39:14,796 --> 00:39:15,354
She will get bored

699
00:39:15,356 --> 00:39:16,356
with a little boy.

700
00:39:16,436 --> 00:39:17,477
He's just a puppy.

701
00:39:18,037 --> 00:39:19,157
(sigh of disappointment)

702
00:39:20,917 --> 00:39:22,115
[Rachel,
I could tell it bothered him

703
00:39:22,117 --> 00:39:23,637
[Rachel, VO] more than I minded.

704
00:39:24,037 --> 00:39:25,397
[Rachel, VO] Because this is his home.

705
00:39:26,438 --> 00:39:27,636
[Rachel,
I knew I could leave if

706
00:39:27,638 --> 00:39:28,878
[Rachel, voiceover] it became unbearable.

707
00:39:29,637 --> 00:39:30,396
[Rachel, VO] But the very thought of

708
00:39:30,398 --> 00:39:32,277
[Rachel, VO] Leaving him was my weakness.

709
00:39:33,198 --> 00:39:36,079
(music)

710
00:39:38,758 --> 00:39:40,279
She's not wearing a ring.

711
00:39:41,239 --> 00:39:42,838
Damn you.

712
00:39:52,319 --> 00:39:52,919
(boom)

713
00:39:53,200 --> 00:39:54,200
(boom)

714
00:39:54,839 --> 00:39:55,839
(boom)

715
00:39:56,040 --> 00:39:57,040
(boom)

716
00:39:57,720 --> 00:39:58,320
(click)

717
00:39:58,401 --> 00:40:01,800
(loud breathing)

718
00:40:08,281 --> 00:40:10,122
(spits)

719
00:40:14,322 --> 00:40:15,321
[Rachel, VO] This might be the last time if that's the case

720
00:40:15,323 --> 00:40:17,123
[Rachel,
VO] I am writing to you for now.

721
00:40:18,043 --> 00:40:18,881
[Rachel, VO] Your answers are

722
00:40:18,883 --> 00:40:20,683
[Rachel, VO] become too painful,

723
00:40:22,643 --> 00:40:24,043
[Rachel, VO] as well as my own honesty.

724
00:40:26,283 --> 00:40:27,001
[Rachel, VO] I'm afraid not

725
00:40:27,003 --> 00:40:28,523
[Rachel, VO] I don't have the strength anymore.

726
00:40:29,124 --> 00:40:29,761
[Flynn] You don't have to

727
00:40:29,763 --> 00:40:30,803
[Flynn] do this, you know.

728
00:40:32,043 --> 00:40:33,043
I know.

729
00:40:38,325 --> 00:40:40,324
(Rachel sighs)

730
00:40:46,246 --> 00:40:47,246
You look different.

731
00:40:48,005 --> 00:40:49,005
[Flynn] I'm fine.

732
00:40:49,606 --> 00:40:50,204
[Flynn] I'm just in my head

733
00:40:50,206 --> 00:40:51,526
[Flynn] about things, that's all.

734
00:40:52,046 --> 00:40:54,926
(chirping birds)

735
00:41:16,529 --> 00:41:17,849
(gate opening)

736
00:41:20,449 --> 00:41:21,769
(closing the gate)

737
00:41:32,649 --> 00:41:37,131
(chirping birds)

738
00:41:41,611 --> 00:41:43,570
(knock)

739
00:41:49,732 --> 00:41:50,932
(knock)

740
00:41:58,932 --> 00:41:59,932
[Military officer] Madam

741
00:42:01,493 --> 00:42:03,573
[Military Officer] Our deepest condolences.

742
00:42:04,733 --> 00:42:07,734
(chirping birds)

743
00:42:08,653 --> 00:42:11,533
(dramatic music)

744
00:42:14,694 --> 00:42:15,172
[Rachel, VO] The letter was

745
00:42:15,174 --> 00:42:16,654
[Rachel, VO] intended for his mother.

746
00:42:18,175 --> 00:42:19,895
[Rachel, VO] But fear clouded my judgment.

747
00:42:22,334 --> 00:42:23,814
[Rachel, VO] The weight of his grief.

748
00:42:24,815 --> 00:42:26,096
Flynn, stop! Stop, Flynn!

749
00:42:27,816 --> 00:42:29,535
[Rachel, VO] In my bloody hands.

750
00:42:31,416 --> 00:42:32,775
(sighs)

751
00:42:33,896 --> 00:42:35,336
[Rachel, VO] Despite where I stand.

752
00:42:38,257 --> 00:42:41,137
(dramatic music)

753
00:42:52,337 --> 00:42:53,337
He is dead.

754
00:42:53,698 --> 00:42:59,459
(music)

755
00:43:00,219 --> 00:43:00,976
Does this news bring

756
00:43:00,978 --> 00:43:02,099
Do you have a sense of peace?

757
00:43:08,340 --> 00:43:09,857
Even in your silence you behave like that

758
00:43:09,859 --> 00:43:11,659
much power over me.

759
00:43:16,700 --> 00:43:18,140
[Rachel] Don't you have anything to say?

760
00:43:20,300 --> 00:43:21,460
[Husband] I have no words.

761
00:43:22,501 --> 00:43:27,702
(music)

762
00:43:28,622 --> 00:43:30,501
You must think so badly of me.

763
00:43:31,221 --> 00:43:33,542
[Husband] In your eyes, I always have.

764
00:43:35,263 --> 00:43:36,263
Not always.

765
00:43:39,742 --> 00:43:41,703
Then enlighten me.

766
00:43:44,743 --> 00:43:45,582
He not only

767
00:43:45,584 --> 00:43:47,384
remind me of the bad

768
00:43:47,423 --> 00:43:50,864
but the good is no less painful.

769
00:43:52,343 --> 00:43:54,021
[Husband] Is that why you betrayed me?

770
00:43:54,023 --> 00:43:55,103
It's not that simple.

771
00:43:55,344 --> 00:43:56,384
[Husband] So what is it then?

772
00:43:56,544 --> 00:43:58,385
You, of all people,

773
00:43:58,785 --> 00:43:59,785
you should understand.

774
00:44:00,905 --> 00:44:03,665
[Husband] Well, suppose I don't know.

775
00:44:05,064 --> 00:44:05,824
[Rachel] When a soldier

776
00:44:05,826 --> 00:44:08,586
[Rachel] arrived this morning,

777
00:44:11,425 --> 00:44:12,344
[Rachel] At first I felt

778
00:44:12,346 --> 00:44:13,666
[Rachel] feeling relieved.

779
00:44:14,305 --> 00:44:17,385
I felt relieved that

780
00:44:17,387 --> 00:44:18,947
all this could be the end.

781
00:44:22,427 --> 00:44:23,906
In many ways I am ready.

782
00:44:26,628 --> 00:44:29,466
Ready to grieve for

783
00:44:29,468 --> 00:44:30,908
a man I don't love anymore.

784
00:44:32,547 --> 00:44:35,428
[Husband] A man must admire your honesty.

785
00:44:36,349 --> 00:44:37,106
I don't care what I am

786
00:44:37,108 --> 00:44:38,108
I'm trying to tell you.

787
00:44:41,908 --> 00:44:43,226
[Husband] Your openness
on that topic shows

788
00:44:43,228 --> 00:44:44,947
[The husband] cares so little that he does it

789
00:44:44,949 --> 00:44:45,828
[Husband] impossible

790
00:44:45,830 --> 00:44:47,070
[Husband] communicates with you.

791
00:44:52,709 --> 00:44:57,030
If I'm going to be completely honest with you,

792
00:45:00,390 --> 00:45:01,189
there is a part of me

793
00:45:01,191 --> 00:45:03,270
you really miss that.

794
00:45:06,912 --> 00:45:08,311
But if I admit it to myself,

795
00:45:09,592 --> 00:45:11,112
then maybe I'd like you to come home.

796
00:45:13,591 --> 00:45:14,750
And I haven't yet

797
00:45:14,752 --> 00:45:15,752
ready for you to feel it.

798
00:45:17,953 --> 00:45:20,353
[Husband] So where do we go from here?

799
00:45:23,072 --> 00:45:24,191
I hoped the war would do

800
00:45:24,193 --> 00:45:25,274
that decision for us.

801
00:45:27,234 --> 00:45:29,594
[Husband] There is still time.

802
00:45:39,235 --> 00:45:42,115
(chirping birds)

803
00:46:02,556 --> 00:46:04,476
(door creaks)

804
00:46:04,956 --> 00:46:05,956
(sigh)

805
00:46:08,437 --> 00:46:09,598
(clink)

806
00:46:10,918 --> 00:46:11,918
(the door closes)

807
00:46:25,280 --> 00:46:28,160
(sigh)

808
00:46:28,719 --> 00:46:31,599
(chirping birds)

809
00:46:31,880 --> 00:46:33,080
(crunch)

810
00:46:56,363 --> 00:46:58,163
(water splash)

811
00:46:58,482 --> 00:47:00,402
[Rachel] I thought I'd find you here.

812
00:47:02,723 --> 00:47:03,803
I didn't mean to disappear.

813
00:47:07,804 --> 00:47:08,681
I wanted to go to your place

814
00:47:08,683 --> 00:47:09,962
check out the grandparents' house

815
00:47:09,964 --> 00:47:10,682
you, but I'm not

816
00:47:10,684 --> 00:47:11,684
I think that would be wise.

817
00:47:12,204 --> 00:47:13,924
Not. It wouldn't be like that.

818
00:47:18,524 --> 00:47:19,524
how is your mother

819
00:47:21,884 --> 00:47:22,884
She's holding on.

820
00:47:24,605 --> 00:47:25,605
It's all of us.

821
00:47:29,565 --> 00:47:30,004
Is there anything

822
00:47:30,006 --> 00:47:31,006
Is there anything I can do to help?

823
00:47:36,447 --> 00:47:37,447
Stay away from us.

824
00:47:41,206 --> 00:47:42,206
I'm sorry?

825
00:47:42,727 --> 00:47:43,565
My family doesn't

826
00:47:43,567 --> 00:47:44,204
ability to act

827
00:47:44,206 --> 00:47:45,206
with anything else.

828
00:47:47,528 --> 00:47:48,328
I don't understand.

829
00:47:48,407 --> 00:47:49,847
Please, Rachel.

830
00:47:53,848 --> 00:47:54,848
What about us...

831
00:47:55,168 --> 00:47:56,889
What did you expect to happen?

832
00:47:59,609 --> 00:48:00,609
You don't mean this seriously.

833
00:48:01,329 --> 00:48:01,966
Tell me you're not serious.

834
00:48:01,968 --> 00:48:02,686
I need you to write

835
00:48:02,688 --> 00:48:03,688
a letter to your husband.

836
00:48:03,969 --> 00:48:04,846
What do you think?

837
00:48:04,848 --> 00:48:05,768
I need you to tell him

838
00:48:05,770 --> 00:48:07,129
that this was a mistake,

839
00:48:07,609 --> 00:48:09,287
it was a misunderstanding, and that

840
00:48:09,289 --> 00:48:10,127
your heart belongs

841
00:48:10,129 --> 00:48:11,207
him and only him.

842
00:48:11,209 --> 00:48:12,209
I won't lie.

843
00:48:12,409 --> 00:48:13,410
Please, Rachel.

844
00:48:14,209 --> 00:48:16,209
Why should he/she have

845
00:48:16,211 --> 00:48:17,211
should I do something like that?

846
00:48:18,251 --> 00:48:19,571
Because if he were to die,

847
00:48:19,730 --> 00:48:20,970
I couldn't live with the guilt.

848
00:48:22,171 --> 00:48:24,249
Then you would have nothing

849
00:48:24,251 --> 00:48:25,251
feel guilty about.

850
00:48:25,412 --> 00:48:26,449
This is my choice to

851
00:48:26,451 --> 00:48:27,610
to make. I told you that.

852
00:48:27,612 --> 00:48:29,449
You belong to another man, Rachel.

853
00:48:29,451 --> 00:48:30,210
You always have.

854
00:48:30,212 --> 00:48:31,572
I don't belong to anyone.

855
00:48:35,853 --> 00:48:37,293
I used to want to believe that

856
00:48:37,972 --> 00:48:39,013
when we first met.

857
00:48:40,053 --> 00:48:42,410
But now, all I can think about is

858
00:48:42,412 --> 00:48:43,412
our differences.

859
00:48:43,732 --> 00:48:45,651
I romanticized our relationship with

860
00:48:45,653 --> 00:48:46,813
the point that became impossible.

861
00:48:49,013 --> 00:48:53,331
And now, without children, that is

862
00:48:53,333 --> 00:48:54,533
it is difficult to see the future for us.

863
00:48:58,494 --> 00:49:00,695
So what are you trying to say?

864
00:49:03,215 --> 00:49:04,374
Our love is worthless.

865
00:49:10,096 --> 00:49:11,174
So you would admit it?

866
00:49:11,176 --> 00:49:12,176
[Flynn] Confess what?

867
00:49:14,016 --> 00:49:15,016
That you love me.

868
00:49:18,257 --> 00:49:19,257
And?

869
00:49:30,177 --> 00:49:34,056
Honestly, I do

870
00:49:34,058 --> 00:49:35,419
I have never loved anything more.

871
00:49:42,579 --> 00:49:43,579
do you love me

872
00:49:52,060 --> 00:49:54,580
Then forget it. Forget everything.

873
00:49:54,820 --> 00:49:56,501
I am yours. You are mine.

874
00:49:56,820 --> 00:49:58,421
(train approaches in the distance)

875
00:49:59,141 --> 00:50:00,221
We can be together.

876
00:50:00,581 --> 00:50:01,701
[Flynn] We can work it out.

877
00:50:02,021 --> 00:50:03,139
[Flynn] It doesn't matter what anyone does

878
00:50:03,141 --> 00:50:04,581
[Flynn] says or what anyone thinks.

879
00:50:04,901 --> 00:50:05,901
[Flynn] We can do it.

880
00:50:06,301 --> 00:50:09,181
(the train approaches loudly)

881
00:50:13,381 --> 00:50:18,542
(dramatic music)

882
00:50:19,502 --> 00:50:20,903
(thump)

883
00:50:21,062 --> 00:50:22,062
(shooting in the distance)

884
00:50:22,142 --> 00:50:23,142
(baby cries)

885
00:50:25,863 --> 00:50:28,263
Are you Nana's little soldier?

886
00:50:28,704 --> 00:50:29,704
(baby cries)

887
00:50:30,303 --> 00:50:31,303
(shooting in the distance)

888
00:50:34,143 --> 00:50:34,944
(baby cries)

889
00:50:34,983 --> 00:50:35,983
O

890
00:50:38,385 --> 00:50:39,424
Yes, you are

891
00:50:39,865 --> 00:50:41,104
(laughs)

892
00:50:44,505 --> 00:50:45,505
You are awake.

893
00:50:48,266 --> 00:50:49,344
What happened?

894
00:50:49,346 --> 00:50:50,465
[Flynn] Careful.

895
00:50:51,946 --> 00:50:52,946
You need to rest.

896
00:50:54,785 --> 00:50:56,507
[Flynn] I have something to tell you.

897
00:50:59,027 --> 00:51:00,027
What happened?

898
00:51:01,907 --> 00:51:02,907
Rach.

899
00:51:04,907 --> 00:51:05,786
I'm not really sure

900
00:51:05,788 --> 00:51:06,788
how can i tell you this.

901
00:51:08,308 --> 00:51:09,308
But you're pregnant.

902
00:51:14,028 --> 00:51:15,028
Please.

903
00:51:16,669 --> 00:51:17,829
The doctor said you need to rest.

904
00:51:20,108 --> 00:51:20,667
You suffered

905
00:51:20,669 --> 00:51:21,669
light point of bleeding,

906
00:51:22,148 --> 00:51:22,947
but he told me it was

907
00:51:22,949 --> 00:51:23,867
completely normal and

908
00:51:23,869 --> 00:51:24,989
There's nothing to worry about.

909
00:51:27,189 --> 00:51:28,189
Isn't it wonderful?

910
00:51:31,110 --> 00:51:32,110
That is impossible.

911
00:51:33,270 --> 00:51:34,310
Then it was meant to be.

912
00:51:37,191 --> 00:51:37,789
I don't know what you

913
00:51:37,791 --> 00:51:38,791
I remember from earlier.

914
00:51:39,951 --> 00:51:41,108
I want you to know I'm here

915
00:51:41,110 --> 00:51:41,789
[Flynn] for you and together

916
00:51:41,791 --> 00:51:43,031
[Flynn] We'll make it.

917
00:51:45,551 --> 00:51:47,192
Where will we go?

918
00:51:48,512 --> 00:51:48,870
Where will we go?

919
00:51:48,872 --> 00:51:49,910
to live? What are we going to do?

920
00:51:49,912 --> 00:51:50,912
Well, we will live here.

921
00:51:51,671 --> 00:51:52,389
I'll talk to mine

922
00:51:52,391 --> 00:51:53,391
mother in the morning.

923
00:51:53,591 --> 00:51:54,750
It could be just what she needs.

924
00:51:54,752 --> 00:51:56,153
That might save her.

925
00:51:58,512 --> 00:51:59,512
I.

926
00:52:00,513 --> 00:52:01,513
My father.

927
00:52:02,832 --> 00:52:04,510
[Flynn] I could teach him to draw,

928
00:52:04,512 --> 00:52:06,392
[Flynn] farm, for growing crops.

929
00:52:06,394 --> 00:52:07,474
[Flynn] It's going to be wonderful.

930
00:52:07,633 --> 00:52:08,754
Draw.

931
00:52:09,274 --> 00:52:11,471
[Flynn] Yeah. There's still a lot you don't know.

932
00:52:11,473 --> 00:52:12,592
[Flynn] knows about me, Rachel, but this is it

933
00:52:12,594 --> 00:52:14,274
[Flynn] will bring us closer soon.

934
00:52:18,995 --> 00:52:20,475
[Flynn] I need you to write a letter.

935
00:52:21,794 --> 00:52:22,195
Letter?

936
00:52:22,514 --> 00:52:23,514
That.

937
00:52:24,395 --> 00:52:25,395
To your husband.

938
00:52:25,875 --> 00:52:27,913
We talked about this.

939
00:52:27,915 --> 00:52:29,233
[Flynn] Yes, we are. That

940
00:52:29,235 --> 00:52:30,395
[Flynn] was before this news.

941
00:52:31,436 --> 00:52:32,634
He needs to know that your heart

942
00:52:32,636 --> 00:52:33,996
it really belongs to me.

943
00:52:34,995 --> 00:52:36,794
He must know it was him

944
00:52:36,796 --> 00:52:37,796
that was not enough.

945
00:52:38,596 --> 00:52:39,794
He has to pay for the way

946
00:52:39,796 --> 00:52:40,874
He made you feel, because he exists

947
00:52:40,876 --> 00:52:42,637
there is absolutely nothing wrong with you.

948
00:52:45,718 --> 00:52:46,395
can,

949
00:52:46,397 --> 00:52:49,798
[Rachel] Can we just slow down, please?

950
00:52:51,797 --> 00:52:52,797
Of course.

951
00:53:00,239 --> 00:53:03,119
(chirping birds)

952
00:53:07,440 --> 00:53:08,800
Flynn, why aren't you telling me?

953
00:53:12,000 --> 00:53:13,000
Nothing.

954
00:53:13,720 --> 00:53:15,077
If you don't want to

955
00:53:15,079 --> 00:53:17,201
write to him, then we won't.

956
00:53:18,641 --> 00:53:21,521
(chirping birds)

957
00:53:27,201 --> 00:53:28,562
Can I get you something?

958
00:53:32,162 --> 00:53:34,639
I just need some sleep. We

959
00:53:34,641 --> 00:53:36,163
We can talk about this later, okay?

960
00:53:37,162 --> 00:53:39,560
[Flynn] All right. I'm going too

961
00:53:39,562 --> 00:53:40,683
[Flynn] Make us dinner.

962
00:53:42,043 --> 00:53:44,163
Be wonderful. Thank you.

963
00:53:44,683 --> 00:53:45,683
Of course.

964
00:53:51,083 --> 00:53:53,963
(deep inhale and exhale)

965
00:53:55,485 --> 00:53:57,285
(gunfire in the distance)

966
00:53:59,045 --> 00:54:01,445
[Rachel, VO] Please excuse the silence.

967
00:54:01,485 --> 00:54:02,803
[Rachel,
He told me I couldn't do it anymore

968
00:54:02,805 --> 00:54:05,002
[Rachel, VO] I am writing to you,

969
00:54:05,004 --> 00:54:06,564
[Rachel, VO] let go of the past.

970
00:54:07,966 --> 00:54:09,486
[Rachel, VO] But I became worried.

971
00:54:11,365 --> 00:54:13,445
[Rachel,
Although I know he would never admit it,

972
00:54:13,686 --> 00:54:15,684
[Rachel, VO] I'm almost alone
sure that a few months ago,

973
00:54:15,686 --> 00:54:17,645
[Rachel, VO] He wrote to you.

974
00:54:17,647 --> 00:54:19,727
[Rachel,
And that explains your silence.

975
00:54:22,207 --> 00:54:23,844
(music)

976
00:54:23,846 --> 00:54:25,247
(sigh)

977
00:54:26,288 --> 00:54:29,168
(fire crackling)

978
00:54:36,169 --> 00:54:38,006
[Rachel,
I can only apologize for the lack

979
00:54:38,008 --> 00:54:39,289
[Rachel, VO] emotional maturity

980
00:54:39,328 --> 00:54:41,207
[Rachel, voiceover] and what a pain it is

981
00:54:41,209 --> 00:54:42,609
[Rachel, voiceover] She must have brought you.

982
00:54:44,089 --> 00:54:44,687
[Rachel, VO] If I knew it was him

983
00:54:44,689 --> 00:54:46,047
[Rachel, VO] would do something like that,

984
00:54:46,090 --> 00:54:47,168
[Rachel, VO] I would be

985
00:54:47,170 --> 00:54:49,810
[Rachel, VO] will certainly prevent that.

986
00:55:02,571 --> 00:55:04,410
You are really beautiful.

987
00:55:08,131 --> 00:55:09,251
Would you tell me otherwise?

988
00:55:11,971 --> 00:55:13,210
If there was a reality in which that would

989
00:55:13,212 --> 00:55:14,572
if it's true, then yes.

990
00:55:15,211 --> 00:55:18,092
(music)

991
00:55:33,374 --> 00:55:34,692
[Rachel,
The circumstances of my choices

992
00:55:34,694 --> 00:55:36,535
[Rachel,
VO] made such unexpected turns.

993
00:55:37,894 --> 00:55:39,574
[Rachel, VO] I feel blessed in many ways.

994
00:55:40,335 --> 00:55:41,293
[Rachel, VO] But whenever I look

995
00:55:41,295 --> 00:55:42,651
[Rachel, VO] looking at my growing belly,

996
00:55:42,694 --> 00:55:43,813
[Rachel, VO] it's hard to imagine

997
00:55:43,815 --> 00:55:44,732
[Rachel, VO] something we both are

998
00:55:44,734 --> 00:55:46,576
[Rachel, VO] wanted for so long

999
00:55:47,495 --> 00:55:48,855
[Rachel, VO] now belongs to the boy.

1000
00:55:49,936 --> 00:55:51,256
[Flynn] Still no reality.

1001
00:55:52,576 --> 00:55:53,576
Of course.

1002
00:55:59,016 --> 00:56:00,295
[Rachel, VO] In a few weeks,

1003
00:56:00,297 --> 00:56:01,857
[Rachel, VO] will be celebrating her 18th birthday.

1004
00:56:02,856 --> 00:56:04,294
[Rachel, VO] I guess I should at that point

1005
00:56:04,296 --> 00:56:06,016
[Rachel, VO] stop calling him boy

1006
00:56:06,697 --> 00:56:08,737
[Rachel, voiceover] and accept that he is a man.

1007
00:56:09,978 --> 00:56:10,978
[Rachel, VO] Shouldn't I?

1008
00:56:11,778 --> 00:56:14,658
(music)

1009
00:56:35,701 --> 00:56:36,338
[Rachel, VO] Despite his

1010
00:56:36,340 --> 00:56:37,780
[Rachel, voice] try to convince me,

1011
00:56:38,380 --> 00:56:39,218
[Rachel, VO] I know it's his eyes

1012
00:56:39,220 --> 00:56:40,660
[Rachel, VO] started to wander.

1013
00:56:42,061 --> 00:56:42,859
[Rachel, VO] Maybe it didn't come

1014
00:56:42,861 --> 00:56:44,301
[Rachel, VO] in the hands of my age,

1015
00:56:44,941 --> 00:56:46,059
[Rachel, voiceover] but it came to that

1016
00:56:46,061 --> 00:56:47,461
[Rachel, voice] change in my body.

1017
00:56:49,421 --> 00:56:50,700
[Rachel,
[VO] There is a girl his age who lives

1018
00:56:50,702 --> 00:56:51,982
[Rachel, VO] just down the road.

1019
00:56:53,342 --> 00:56:54,701
[Rachel, VO] And as we both know,

1020
00:56:55,343 --> 00:56:56,903
[Rachel, VO] Temptation affects us all.

1021
00:56:57,582 --> 00:57:00,222
[Rachel, VO] Despite everything,

1022
00:57:01,542 --> 00:57:03,342
[Rachel,
I hope you get home,

1023
00:57:04,422 --> 00:57:06,302
[Rachel,
[VO] do you want to see me or not.

1024
00:57:07,944 --> 00:57:09,262
[Rachel, VO] I think it's important that

1025
00:57:09,264 --> 00:57:09,902
[Rachel, VO] remember that we

1026
00:57:09,904 --> 00:57:11,144
[Rachel, VO] used to be friends.

1027
00:57:12,504 --> 00:57:14,064
[Rachel, VO] Can we be friends again?

1028
00:57:23,585 --> 00:57:24,585
Is everything okay?

1029
00:57:25,986 --> 00:57:26,986
[Flynn] Crops are dying.

1030
00:57:28,386 --> 00:57:29,386
[Rachel] What can we do?

1031
00:57:29,906 --> 00:57:31,106
[Flynn] I've tried everything.

1032
00:57:31,785 --> 00:57:32,944
Worst of all, my father would

1033
00:57:32,946 --> 00:57:33,703
knew exactly what he needed

1034
00:57:33,705 --> 00:57:34,905
to do if only you were here.

1035
00:57:37,786 --> 00:57:39,386
[Rachel] We'll fix his back together.

1036
00:57:39,946 --> 00:57:40,946
[Rachel] I promise.

1037
00:57:41,746 --> 00:57:42,944
I just can't help but feel like

1038
00:57:42,946 --> 00:57:43,946
I'm letting him down.

1039
00:57:48,028 --> 00:57:48,347
What is that?

1040
00:57:48,947 --> 00:57:49,947
[Rachel] It's nothing.

1041
00:57:52,948 --> 00:57:53,948
Show me!

1042
00:58:01,908 --> 00:58:03,507
You promised me that we

1043
00:58:03,509 --> 00:58:04,149
they were done with this.

1044
00:58:04,469 --> 00:58:05,670
It's not that simple.

1045
00:58:05,869 --> 00:58:06,869
What happens then?

1046
00:58:08,389 --> 00:58:09,510
I'm worried, Flynn.

1047
00:58:10,150 --> 00:58:11,788
Surely you can understand that.

1048
00:58:11,790 --> 00:58:12,788
Dead or alive, what

1049
00:58:12,790 --> 00:58:13,830
Does it make a difference?

1050
00:58:14,590 --> 00:58:15,830
You used to feel guilty.

1051
00:58:16,991 --> 00:58:18,029
And you reminded me that it was

1052
00:58:18,031 --> 00:58:19,031
your weight to bear.

1053
00:58:21,671 --> 00:58:22,671
Please.

1054
00:58:23,270 --> 00:58:24,510
Just give me the letter, Flynn.

1055
00:58:24,950 --> 00:58:26,472
That will be the last thing I promise.

1056
00:58:27,072 --> 00:58:28,392
How can I trust you?

1057
00:58:29,271 --> 00:58:30,270
Because I'm not a liar.

1058
00:58:30,272 --> 00:58:30,829
One is enough

1059
00:58:30,831 --> 00:58:31,831
however, hide it from me.

1060
00:58:32,952 --> 00:58:34,189
I didn't want to, but you were

1061
00:58:34,191 --> 00:58:34,950
very hard

1062
00:58:34,952 --> 00:58:35,673
talked recently.

1063
00:58:35,953 --> 00:58:37,231
Why can't you understand

1064
00:58:37,233 --> 00:58:37,871
the pressure I'm under?

1065
00:58:37,873 --> 00:58:39,033
We are both under pressure.

1066
00:58:39,832 --> 00:58:41,152
Please do not compare our efforts.

1067
00:58:43,912 --> 00:58:44,952
Give me the letter, Flynn.

1068
00:58:45,232 --> 00:58:47,393
One day, you're going to have to let go.

1069
00:58:51,514 --> 00:58:54,394
(slap)

1070
00:58:54,754 --> 00:58:57,635
(gloomy music)

1071
00:59:15,276 --> 00:59:16,757
(chirping birds)

1072
00:59:18,116 --> 00:59:20,117
(water splash)

1073
00:59:22,237 --> 00:59:25,117
(water splash)

1074
00:59:35,559 --> 00:59:37,039
(sigh)

1075
00:59:38,998 --> 00:59:41,878
(water splash)

1076
00:59:45,959 --> 00:59:48,839
(shovel hits the ground)

1077
00:59:50,399 --> 00:59:51,560
(light music)

1078
01:00:04,560 --> 01:00:09,202
(chirping birds)

1079
01:00:21,923 --> 01:00:29,923
(music)

1080
01:00:44,325 --> 01:00:46,005
[Flynn, VO] I wish I could turn back time.

1081
01:00:52,606 --> 01:00:53,606
It's wonderful.

1082
01:00:56,127 --> 01:00:57,127
That's nothing.

1083
01:00:57,407 --> 01:01:00,447
(music)

1084
01:01:03,006 --> 01:01:04,446
[Flynn, VO] Why can't I talk to her?

1085
01:01:05,166 --> 01:01:06,286
[Rachel, VO] Oh, I miss you.

1086
01:01:07,848 --> 01:01:08,848
[Flynn, VO] I love her.

1087
01:01:11,848 --> 01:01:12,848
[Flynn, VO] I need her.

1088
01:01:14,128 --> 01:01:15,848
[Flynn, VO] Did I make a terrible mistake?

1089
01:01:19,169 --> 01:01:20,609
[Flynn, VO] She will never understand.

1090
01:01:21,368 --> 01:01:23,369
[Rachel, VO] It became so hard to read it.

1091
01:01:25,569 --> 01:01:26,889
[Flynn, VO] Did I...

1092
01:01:28,050 --> 01:01:29,529
[Flynn, VO] my father's son?

1093
01:01:32,250 --> 01:01:33,290
[Rachel, VO] I failed him.

1094
01:01:36,691 --> 01:01:37,691
I volunteered to fight.

1095
01:01:38,851 --> 01:01:42,250
(music)

1096
01:01:49,412 --> 01:01:50,932
[Rachel, VO] Did I hear him right?

1097
01:01:51,851 --> 01:01:52,410
[Flynn, VO] Did she hear me?

1098
01:01:52,412 --> 01:01:54,092
[Rachel,
I can't believe he would do this.

1099
01:01:54,131 --> 01:01:54,971
[Flynn, VO] Did I make a mistake?

1100
01:01:55,012 --> 01:01:56,091
[Rachel, VO] This must be a mistake.

1101
01:01:56,093 --> 01:01:57,250
[Flynn, VO] There's no going back.

1102
01:01:57,252 --> 01:01:58,292
[Rachel, VO] I failed him.

1103
01:01:59,652 --> 01:02:00,652
Tell me why.

1104
01:02:03,012 --> 01:02:03,931
The appeal of my past is

1105
01:02:03,933 --> 01:02:04,933
was too hard to ignore.

1106
01:02:06,294 --> 01:02:07,813
I'm nothing like him.

1107
01:02:08,574 --> 01:02:09,574
You never met him/her.

1108
01:02:12,733 --> 01:02:13,612
The more we are together, the more

1109
01:02:13,614 --> 01:02:14,614
i feel like i am.

1110
01:02:15,294 --> 01:02:16,495
He was a good man, Rachel.

1111
01:02:17,534 --> 01:02:18,654
So why are you so ashamed?

1112
01:02:19,255 --> 01:02:22,135
(music)

1113
01:02:25,976 --> 01:02:27,656
[Rachel, VO] I wish he had talked to me earlier.

1114
01:02:28,296 --> 01:02:29,936
[Flynn, VO] I wish I had never said anything.

1115
01:02:30,456 --> 01:02:32,216
[Rachel,
I wish I could have helped him.

1116
01:02:43,897 --> 01:02:45,016
(sniffs)

1117
01:02:55,018 --> 01:02:56,499
You look very handsome.

1118
01:02:58,019 --> 01:02:59,019
Do you think so?

1119
01:03:01,179 --> 01:03:02,179
Some might say

1120
01:03:02,619 --> 01:03:03,779
You look like a man.

1121
01:03:07,339 --> 01:03:08,419
And is that what you would say?

1122
01:03:10,740 --> 01:03:11,740
I would say

1123
01:03:12,780 --> 01:03:15,939
that it's time to let that boy go

1124
01:03:15,941 --> 01:03:17,540
I fell in love with u.

1125
01:03:20,300 --> 01:03:21,540
Will you be here when I get back?

1126
01:03:24,061 --> 01:03:25,341
You know this was never my home.

1127
01:03:27,782 --> 01:03:28,782
But it's ours.

1128
01:03:32,061 --> 01:03:34,579
When the time comes, I will

1129
01:03:34,581 --> 01:03:35,782
I'm sure you know where to find me.

1130
01:03:35,823 --> 01:03:36,063
Will you promise?

1131
01:03:36,382 --> 01:03:37,382
Will you promise?

1132
01:03:41,143 --> 01:03:42,143
I don't have to do this.

1133
01:03:44,983 --> 01:03:46,303
I'm afraid it's already too late.

1134
01:03:53,224 --> 01:03:54,344
You're a good man, Flynn.

1135
01:03:56,825 --> 01:03:57,825
You always were.

1136
01:04:04,905 --> 01:04:06,625
(sighs)

1137
01:04:24,467 --> 01:04:27,348
(chirping birds)

1138
01:04:31,308 --> 01:04:34,188
(deep breaths)

1139
01:04:34,467 --> 01:04:35,467
[Flynn] Are you okay?

1140
01:04:37,149 --> 01:04:38,149
See you again.

1141
01:04:39,309 --> 01:04:40,349
I really hope that's true.

1142
01:04:46,670 --> 01:04:47,670
I'll be fine.

1143
01:04:53,350 --> 01:04:56,231
(dramatic music)

1144
01:05:04,230 --> 01:05:08,592
(sighs)

1145
01:05:10,912 --> 01:05:13,792
(piano music)

1146
01:05:16,472 --> 01:05:18,913
(rapid fire)

1147
01:05:24,593 --> 01:05:27,474
(music)

1148
01:05:36,754 --> 01:05:37,993
[Rachel, VO] I said it a long time ago

1149
01:05:37,995 --> 01:05:39,675
[Rachel, VO] something along the lines of,

1150
01:05:40,035 --> 01:05:41,873
[Rachel,
VO] "There is no greater evil than

1151
01:05:41,875 --> 01:05:43,275
[Rachel, VO] the devil in one's flesh."

1152
01:05:44,595 --> 01:05:46,475
[Rachel,
And now I believe it to be true.

1153
01:05:47,956 --> 01:05:49,434
[Rachel,
We all had our part in it

1154
01:05:49,436 --> 01:05:50,596
[Rachel, VO] this war of men,

1155
01:05:51,356 --> 01:05:52,556
[Rachel, VO] hearts and minds.

1156
01:05:53,596 --> 01:05:54,393
[Rachel, VO] And now that you

1157
01:05:54,395 --> 01:05:55,755
[Rachel, VO] You're on your way home,

1158
01:05:56,237 --> 01:05:58,755
[Rachel,
I spent many hours thinking about how

1159
01:05:58,757 --> 01:06:00,156
[Rachel, VO] answer all that.

1160
01:06:02,957 --> 01:06:03,795
[Rachel, VO] When it was published

1161
01:06:03,797 --> 01:06:04,915
[Rachel, VO] that the war is over,

1162
01:06:04,917 --> 01:06:06,076
[Rachel, VO] I felt obligated

1163
01:06:06,078 --> 01:06:07,598
[Rachel, VO] think about what's next.

1164
01:06:08,437 --> 01:06:09,916
[Rachel, voice] Not just for me and

1165
01:06:09,918 --> 01:06:12,478
[Rachel, VO] our child, but for us.

1166
01:06:15,638 --> 01:06:18,996
[Rachel,
Life has never been simpler and

1167
01:06:18,998 --> 01:06:20,278
[Rachel, voiceover] and yet so complicated.

1168
01:06:21,038 --> 01:06:23,918
(music)

1169
01:06:29,240 --> 01:06:29,797
[Rachel, VO] Although this can

1170
01:06:29,799 --> 01:06:31,079
[Rachel, VO] came as a surprise,

1171
01:06:31,359 --> 01:06:32,758
[Rachel, VO] I wanted you to know that I did

1172
01:06:32,760 --> 01:06:34,959
[Rachel,
VO] decided to leave Baltonsborough.

1173
01:06:37,561 --> 01:06:38,918
[Rachel,
VO] This is not thinking at all

1174
01:06:38,920 --> 01:06:40,560
[Rachel, VO] about the life we had together,

1175
01:06:41,241 --> 01:06:42,921
[Rachel, voice] but about the need for a fresh start.

1176
01:06:43,081 --> 01:06:45,962
(music)

1177
01:07:00,003 --> 01:07:01,480
[Rachel, VO] Before you left,
it became obvious

1178
01:07:01,523 --> 01:07:02,320
[Rachel, VO] that you started

1179
01:07:02,322 --> 01:07:03,842
[Rachel, VO] rethink our differences.

1180
01:07:04,883 --> 01:07:05,642
[Rachel, VO] So this letter

1181
01:07:05,644 --> 01:07:06,964
[Rachel, VO] comes with a choice,

1182
01:07:07,524 --> 01:07:09,041
[Rachel,
VO] which you can do without

1183
01:07:09,043 --> 01:07:10,403
[Rachel, VO] condemnation or contempt.

1184
01:07:12,724 --> 01:07:13,562
[Rachel, VO] It doesn't matter how

1185
01:07:13,564 --> 01:07:14,364
[Rachel, VO] decides to answer,

1186
01:07:14,604 --> 01:07:16,163
[Rachel,
[VO] I know our child will

1187
01:07:16,165 --> 01:07:16,885
[Rachel, VO] I only know you

1188
01:07:16,925 --> 01:07:18,404
[Rachel, VO] as the man you were,

1189
01:07:19,205 --> 01:07:20,605
[Rachel, VO] you became a hero,

1190
01:07:21,925 --> 01:07:23,322
[Rachel, VO] and the boy who

1191
01:07:23,324 --> 01:07:24,724
[Rachel, VO] stole my broken heart.

1192
01:07:26,366 --> 01:07:28,446
[Rachel, VO] Yours forever, Rachel.

1193
01:07:28,806 --> 01:07:31,286
(music)

1194
01:07:31,886 --> 01:07:32,966
[Inspector] Tickets, please.

1195
01:07:35,407 --> 01:07:38,287
(music)

1196
01:07:48,128 --> 01:07:51,008
(the train passes)

1197
01:07:54,167 --> 01:07:57,849
(music)